Today was a tired day for me don noe why.. early in e mornin wake up, alone takin train.. fall a slp.. den change train.. den went to sch... den havin pe, run 3 round of e feild run finish nearly faint.. lol.. so tired.. den do 20 sit up den 20 pumpin.. den bang to denise head cos to dizzy.. haha.. ps... den was like go out eat egg den after dat rush for lesson again for tan shi.. haha.. first time when lesson sleepin.. mr toh lesson is slckin de lor.. den too tired forget it sleep.. haha.. den is like his lesson finish at 11 den can go off.. den tan wan 12 can go for lame lor.. tired like hell.. den go civic lend book found a book dat is about 2 sis big wan wanted to revenge.. i started to read when finish tel e end to upload.. haha.. i don noe why nowadays i seldom talk to dar le.. i find him irrating don noe why.. i don hav e feel feelin for him le.. i don noe why.. i feel veri tired.. if i saw him.. we don hav common topic anymore.. no more talks for us.. we like one north and one south.. maybe we should put down e feelin and think for future.. ba.. i slowly puttin down and wan to concentrate on my studies.. nowadyas pp change to fast le.. everything is changing everyone is chagin.. gaz and denise oso change.. how can i stop pp for changin.. gaz change alot.. denise oso.. they chage until i cant reconigise them le.. i wonder where is the real them.. why they change wad make them.. i tryin to solve e problem.. but i cant find any light or movment dat can give me e strength to change them i find them to far.. maybe is time for me to learn by myself without anyone help.. being alone izit better? start to do thing alone go hm alone.. maybe i sld start to get use to it.. without dependin on others. ba.. i got my own locker le.. no is veri easy 188 haha.. wad happen recently is like a dream for me and dis dream is not good is like a nightmare to me.. i hate dis dream i hope it wont come again.. i need a guradian angel to help me..

long time nvr write le haha..

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jaqjaq!