hais long time nvr update le now finally sch reopen got time reali seat down and update again today sch reopen so sian slack lol den recently i meet dis guy he at first give me e impression veri scared don dare to go to him de. den after dat he start to disturd me his a game promoter hahas he quite nice to old pp veri serious when work and he look good when work hahas. den recently we get closer and stead. but e same incident happen i veri scared wad happen last time happen again dat y i keep avoid keep restrict myself although serious i got feelin for him i reali start to hav but i will feel xin tong when he need to take so long journey to send me home den he has to go back find fren so tired and be cos i see his face so tired i she bu de i reali don noe wad to do wan to reali last long but i scared thing turn another way and i don wan see him so tired i wan him to be happy wan to meet fren don be cos of me den break wif fren. my heart feel so pain wad happen a year a ago will happen again ma i don wan it to happen again don wan i reali don noe how to put down e incident and reali accept dis relationship without thinkin bad thing dis few day reali happen alot of thing first is meet him dat reali treat me so good reali veri good. after dat was my family problem lucky got him or eles i reali don noe how to continue live den after dat was my health problem next week goin Alexandra hospital stay one night cos to check why cant hav a nice sleep and my breathe pipe too narrow hais. i reali don noe i still got e strength to carry on ant i don noe where is my energy hao fan reali hais hao lei i sld continue ma. sld i? i don wan break wif him but i cant overcome my problem and i don wan see him be cos of me like dis hais.

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