Hmm long time nvr update. Actully not long jus like few days, not more than 10 day ba! Been sleeping late night at 3 plus dis few days chiong book and stuff to be complete full/ load of stuff. Exam result 2 fail 2 pass actuli e 2 pass sld be fail oso ba if not sundrum help give extra lesson. Think after all all the handwork done is still not good where is e passion has gone. i don noe. i feel so tired. Hahas sound so giv up restless but i reali feel that way. i don study physic so if not sundrum wont pass tot that will be the hardest end up done well is dat two. hahas wad a joke. wheras for econ i fail and not one time think today retest oso goin fail. Must be thinking how come? Cos when the paper came in front of me my mind totally blank. reali completely nothing study for don noe like how long keep memorise but end up getting empty in my brain feel so waste. i sld hav sleep don care hahas. sae me hardworking i don think so ba. How much effort i put in everything will sure be gone. i reali where e heart dat can be like last time. for els for la. or sld i giv up le. i still figuring ans which no where to be find ba. cos is still inside me to ans myself. from the start of the day i already hav a bad feeling but i don noe wad going happen. so actuli e bad feeling is dat i will done badly again fail again for econ ba. i trip again le. ouch. Today hav 2 meetiing TFM and LCRM done with the stuff that each person hav to be done. Ysd night was still chatting wif my brother sayin to him i being a leader but actuli i don feel like after all i think subordinate suit me ba. doing all the back stuff settling all the necessary. He ask me "do u want to always jus be a subordinate, leader not good meh? you can learn how to be? no one grow is leader." hahas but i still thinking subordinate stit me after today meeting cos my speaking reali not good i admit. Later shall carry on studying for TFM ba.

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